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mood: 
pensive
pensivei think that it's unfair that people who hurt too much are classified as depressed and get medicine for it
what about people who feel too little?
how is that fixed?
for me, life is just a movie...a spectator sport. i love when i actually feel something, but on a day to day basis nothing is extreme.
yes, i have emotions, but they're diluted into hints of happiness, sadness, fear.
maybe there is something wrong with me...i just hope that it can be fixed.
but i feel exactly the same way
like i watch myself live
and i wonder how it feels
i just want to do something amazing
that will make me realize the value of life
but every day i just feel so numb
and i get angry because of it,
if that makes any sense?
i've been cryin a lot lately because ifeel like i let everyone down all the time
but i can't help it.
it's not me you know?
im sure you understand me completely
ha i hope
but ugh.
idk
we will be able to feel once school is over
its just so much streess
our brains kinda shut down
i think it happens to everyone
like
everyone is on edge lately
idk
ily though
im always here to talk
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